Last wish.

 I was listening songs on radio.someone dedicated your fevourite song to his long distance lover.when the song started i couln’t stop myself to think about you. your adorable sound with laughing face crossing my mind. A hidden smile passed through my face just like the moon pass through cloud in dark night. at this moment,It’s so hard to not talk to someone anymore who almost looked like everything in life.

 suddenly finger almost run on your name IN whatsapp ,almost observe your dp ,almost typed ‘please come back’But always hits back space before almost every action for you. You were like the 12:00 am good morning wishes that i missed behind just by one second,and broke me apart. 

Did you observed,how many “almost” has grown since you are apart? You know what most strange things i felt about past is that You suddenly walk away letter ,you even did not wait for me to says good bye back, 

Oh,sorry. even till today i never thought about saying you good bye.I accepted the situation thinking that it’s life and it happens with almost everyone.I accpected that number of virtual hug(from video chat) longer talk on phone and that innocent promises can’t keep two people together.

 I still smile whenever i go through scrolling your pics and videos ,reading those letter,realising that even in this fake world this relation is so pure by my side.And again it gives me ray of hope.

I still open my dialer type your number and wait for your calls.I still open my messanger at 12:00am wait for your good morning wishes .I still miss you so much .I still love you so much.I still think that I’m in love with you.No matter what happened in past ,fogetting everything I still look at sky wait for the falling stars to make a wish that –“Give her back in my life”.I’ll wait. it may be my last wish but I’ll wish........................

Thank you for the wonderfull memory.

"Love for inner peace not for any greed.

                                             - Saurabh mishra