When you left you made me realize so many things at first I know it was too hard to accept the reality even i took a year to accept that you gone, you know what hurt most that time, you left me for no reason and you didn't gave me a chance to say you goodbye back.
That time for first time in life I feel, how it feel when you sink in water you see yourself in the most helpless situation, keep moving your hand and legs ups and down but your movement drive to sink you deeper and deeper. Did you ever think how that sensitive guy will handle this situation which was unexpected.. Now I was proudly can say I sinked but I survived
When days started passing I rewind my past over and over and tried to figure out what wrong I did that you even didn't cared when you left you were next to me seeing sinking me in water but didn't gave your hand to help, you know while analysing my past I came to know so many things
Sometimes it's vry important that you see the reality of world earlier so that when next time when you sink you have your rescue item with you so don't you don't need to see for other to help you out.
I realized that your extra love and care for person doesn't hold anyone.
"the person who are meant to be your will always be with you" this helped me alot to moving on in worsh situation in life.
I realised that before loving and giving care to a person make sure that you give extra love and care to yourself so that when you need that love and care you don't need to look for other,
This things helped me to get learn - "How to love yourself"
I realized that doing expection is root to hurt
And trust me this lesson helps me alot,
Each time in my life whenever I helped people, trust people I never, they break my trust nd didn't even ask when I need but this time it didn't hurt me, because I already remember you before expection.
Trust me I never ever thinked anything that is bad about you.
I don't love you now because I don't wanna hurt myself anymore.
I know end was very tough for me, but when I was with you it was good phase of my life,
Unfortunately we were in long distance relationship but our vibe never made us realized that we are far apart.
On that note I'm proud of myself that my love was true and genuine and thank you too for lessons, I guess now I realized indirectly you helped me alot by giving me so life lessons.
I'm happy, and I know I deserve someone who know my worth and who will respect my effort that I made for people to keep them happy..
Life is all about a second chance ❣️
